Dawn Rising Sun

Sometime I would feel doubt, how is friendship last between 2 people? Is there really a pair or a gang of good friends? How is a person think another person as good friend, but another person doesn’t think so? I am always confused with this kind of questions, because relationship is really complicated, because we can’t make every people to love us, because every people have their favorite. Perhaps, betrayal from a best friend in young time makes me preserve myself. Or perhaps, unhappiness in childhood makes me step back from a lot of relationship. Until one day, a good friend told me that she really think I am a good friend to her, I am happy because we really treat each other as good friend, I thought I am the only person want to make everyone to be my good friends, but they not really want to. She told me that she was touched when she received a gift from me when I was going to the UK for further study. I thought this was really a small action and my friends would forget this at the

Recently, I am keep thinking what should I do in future, do I like to continue working in the same company? Do I like to working as an enigineer until retire? Do I have any plan that I want to complete? I saw 2 farewell letters within 3 weeks from my counterpart, make me feel that I am the only person never make plan for my life. After all, I read a friend’s blog and found out that she have made change in her life, she did a decision to change job from her original field. This even makes me feel that I didn’t plan anything neither. Yesterday, I went to a sport event — Peace Run, I was happy. However, I was quite down when I saw a participate form from antoher event. I found that women are catogarized as veteran after 35 years old, but men only to be veteran until 40 years old. This mean women are getting older earlier than men, this is at least a 5 years gap. Although I know this is true, I am still feeling sad. Therefore, I think a girl needs to plan for her whole life as early as she