Dawn Rising Sun

We are just back to Penang, but we spent a really busy week here, for our new home, looking for interior designer and renovation people, then we are also looking for furniture and electric device, it was a tired week for us and I wish that we can just stay at home after we got our new home complete. Well, I was just thinking too optimistic previously, actually it is really a tough period from an empty house to home sweet home, everything talks about money. A lot of apartment and condominium in Malaysia do not come with perfect design, we need to do hacking to fully utilize the space, hacking needs money. After hacking, surely you need to rebuild wall and putting new tiles, that one also needs money. Then, you need to renovate and beautify your home, and this one even needs a lot of money. In the meanwhile, you need to consider piping, wiring and floorplan, it a headache if you didn't plan it before move in and it also needs money. No matter build in or just simply furnishing, kitch

Finally, I am back, this is the first day that I am in Malaysia, the first thing that made me feel uncomfortable is too hot here, I can sweat the whole day, which I didn't have that feeling for a year. Well, I don't mind sweat but I hate my skin feels sticky, now I hope to return to office sooner, so that I can enjoy air conditioner there. I back on winter, which is the coldest season in a year, and I complained a lot about it coldness and I need to wear a thick jacket which make me feel I am fat. But now, I am back, I don't need winter cloth anymore, but I need to bear with hot weather and burning sun, then I complain again. I think I don't like to be too hot but neither too cold, well... that is no place suitable for me :P

And now, I am on my way return to Malaysia after about a year stay at another country, that is kind of mixed feeling inside myself, something happy, something sad, but I think I just make it as usual, c'est la vie, our life keeps changing. I am happy that I can see my friends and my family again, I will be in a place that I familiar and start my life without too much limitation. We can own our house and develop our next generation. Hopefully, my skin will not crack too much in a moisture land. There we can think more about our future, what we want to plan next. However, I am sad as well for leaving, though my skin cracked I still like the dry weather, that I won't sweat when I walked on the street. I suddenly like the lazy sun, so that I won't get too much sun burn. Also, our life in US is worriless, there is more secured and our expenses are more under control. Changing life, somehow I am worried but it cannot escape, I think I called 2010 as our honey year, perhaps it'