Dawn Rising Sun

I am watching a Hong Kong series drama, "Heart of Greed", its story is quite attractive. Let’s talk about a couple inside drama, Liang and Xin, somehow I should say, I felt quite tired to see this kind of relationship, together, breakup, then together, then breakup, together again, breakup again, together and breakup just like a cycle. However, if we think in depth, actually this kind of thing is happening around us always. When we misunderstand with each other, then we fight and stay alone, after calm down, then good together again. Until one day, if everyone is tired and cannot continue, then story ends. How to say? A relationship is just like travelling into a picture, somehow I interpret this. Before we involve into a relationship, we are only looking on a picture, we only can tell if it is beautiful or not that attractive, we cannot experience anything besides this. After we are travelling into the picture, we only can experience what is really inside that picture, wheth...

终于，看完了《溏心风暴》，这真是一部超好看的故事。 剧情围绕着一家人，本来是和睦相处的，但是因为拥有六亿的身家，导致小妈和舅舅的贪念，演变成一场争产风波。庆幸的是，最好又好的结局，整部戏的流程，不失幽默。 看了几部港剧，其中有几部是关于争产的，开始要问了，香港是否真的有很多这样的事情发生呢，如果是真的，那么这不是有点可悲吗？ 为了财产，原本是和睦的一家人，最终却反目成仇，钱的魔力有时真会让人心酸。 记得时常看到一些有关钱的描述： Money can buy you house, but not home; Money can buy you books, but not knowledge; Money can buy you medicine, but not health; Money can buy you anything, but not its meaning. 是的，钱或许真得能够买到很多的东西，但是当它失去了真正的意义，那又怎样呢？人生也会因此而没有了价值。

Well, I never know that I would start my blog, talking about my one and half year life in the UK, then why do I start to be storyteller now? Recently, that is a colleague from my department resign from his post, and he is going to continue master degree in the UK, then he asked me to share my experience in the UK. Oh no, I am not really a good speaker, I even didn’t know how to start my story. Then, I think maybe I can write some of my experiences in my blog, I am better in writing compare to talking. Hope all of you can enjoy it, haha maybe nobody is too interested on my boring life in the UK. Honestly, it is really boring life (you can find a lot of agreements from my friends, who I met in the UK). 22nf of April 2004, my first day in the UK, my plan landed in Heathrow Airport in London, a strange place. Before this, my only airplan experience is within Malaysia, Johor-Penang, I had never taken such a long haust journey to another country. However, I didn’t feel any tiredness (or jetl...

我的最小弟弟即将要生日了，在一段的聊天我问他想要什么生日礼物，刚开始他要求了一台手提电话，嗯，对于一个（已经拥有手提电话的）中学生，我认为这样的生日礼物是一个奢侈，而且手提电话可不是便宜的玩具咧，所以我问另外的生日礼物愿望。 第二个礼物是哑铃，嗯，我相信对于正发育的中学生而言，哑铃应该是可以的礼物吧，只是一时没有想到我的弟弟开始也知道要健美了，对于当年那个小孩的样子，到现在开始健身的少年，一时还无法在我脑海里连贯起来。不过，我还是觉得哑铃是可以考虑的礼物。 他之后还告诉我他的第三个生日愿望是：希望大家快乐，这个愿望是乎有点伟大吧，因为如果要实现，这是牵涉到每一个家庭成员的情绪的，往往这或许只能说在嘴里的愿望，但是要将它成真的话，需要着很多的努力，然而我仿佛能观察到一件事的改变，让这生日愿望因那件事而让大家快乐了起来。 从前啊，我这位最小弟弟是很沉迷于电视游戏的家伙，成天就只坐在电视前玩着他的PS机，我们的劝告都不当一回事。可是啊，现在的他却不知怎么的开了窍，开始用功的读书了，成绩还进步了不少，妹妹说他长大了，我想是吧。现在，我们都因为他的转变而变开心了。我这样的告诉他，他的第三个生日愿望终于实现了，他的转变让大家都快乐了起来。 想想，有时候我们的愿望其实并不能单单只希望旁边的人为我们实现的，有时自己的一些转变也能让我们的梦想成真的。 记得一个很久以来的辩论，是应该改变环境来适应自己，还是改变自己来适应环境呢？这可是要看我们的观点了，其实两者都没有错，只是要看哪一个能够让自己还有更多的人快乐罢了。 有时候，一些改变是可以带来意想不到的效果的。就像现在，我的最小弟弟希望能够把自己的成绩搞好，他的目标只在于全部及格，不在于第一名。然而，我告诉他，当他真的把全科变及格时，他将会发现他原来可以做到的其实不只是只有及格那么简单。 其实，人们往往太过于小看自己所能做到的极限吧，有时小小的愿望或转变，能够成就一个大不同的结局，当然这个结局的好坏，也是取决于你当初的念头的好坏。

I still remember that I told a friend about what life is. I told him, life never think who is younger then s/he can live longer. Maybe I can use a sentence from "Final Destination", "death is not accident, no coincidence, no excuse", when it’s time for you to go, you must leave, maybe this is too passive, but does anybody success escape from death? People can never know when they will die, an accident, illness, disease, a crash, anything can bring us out from this world. Since born, I didn’t know that was too many miserables in the world, I never think death is so scary. Until a day, my mum brought me to see her friend in hospital, she is not movable. Until a day, I heard a friend’s daddy is died because of cancer. Then I realise, actually death never play joke to us, everybody will die without excuse. Of course, everybody will tell me that I am still young, that will be a long journey to death, but I am not sure how much luckiness do I own, death never let us go th...

Saturday Midnight, I woke up for a dream, but couldn’t continue to sleep then. My mind was wandering to pass, a friend from Japan appeared into my memory, she is kind and friendly, we met when we were in Birmingham, UK. Another friend from China came after her, this friend is friendly and clever, we met when we were in Nottingham, UK. Continously, a lot of friends are appeared into my mind and I started thinking: "Where did we meet? What were we doing then? How is s/he? (and lot of memories)" a friend after another. Suddenly, I felt that I miss all of my friends, either who are still in touch or out of touch, I was thinking how are they doing now? Are they fine? Are we still be the same character as when we met? And, I was asking myself? Do I change? Em… yes, I think I do. Basically, I was quiet, reserved girl. But now, I found that actually I can talk a lot (maybe not that lot, but at least not that quiet) with some friends (maybe still have some friends find I am still quie...

I received a forwarded e-mail today, it is talking about a cruelty action is happening around the world. Bonsai kitten, do you know about this? Below is the link tells you about bonsai kitten, a cruelty behavior on the new born kitten. http://www.gasing.com/forward/bonsai_cat/main.shtml What is bonsai? Which means a very small creature(originally it is a tree, but it applied to a kitten here) that is grown in a small container and is stopped from growing bigger by continually shaping it. Do you think this is cruel to a cat? A live creature. I cannot imagine how some people can be that cruel to abuse a live by controlly its grow and stop it from moving. Is this because we are living as "bonsai" life? Then they try to bonsai other creature. Am I wrong? Don’t you agree we are living as "bonsai" life? If so, you are maybe the lucky one. Actually, people cannot do whatever they want, cannot get what ever they hope for, maybe we still have freedom to move here and there, ...