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之前，在网上看到说Finding Nemo和Finding Dory是很不错的动画，适合让小小孩看，而上次去The Orange Frog的traning的时候，导师也提起Finding Dory，就一直想要看一看。 上个星期，就心血来潮的从Astro买了Finding Dory来看，觉得还不错，后来就让翔看，这还是第一次让翔看这么长的动画，一共分成两天看完。 原本，我以为这部动画片会让翔看得很开心的，而且我也觉得他的故事还蛮有意思的，只是翔看的心情却和我们想象的不一样。当翔看到Dory与他的爸爸妈妈失散之后，他就一直很伤心，一直问我们Dory找到他的爸爸妈妈了吗？他的爸爸妈妈在哪里？他的爸爸妈妈在做什么？他什么时候才会找到他的爸爸妈妈？ 到后来”七脚鱼“Hank的出现，刚开始Hank和在鱼缸里的Dory讲话时，一起很凶而且一直要用他的爪子去抓Dory，感觉上Dory好像被欺负了，看到那画面翔马上哭了起来，可以看到他一直忍着的眼泪都飙了出来，那时候翔马上说他想要Dory和他的爸爸妈妈在一起，看了翔的反应，我觉得我们好像在播放一场悲剧给他看一样。 这部动画片，Dory大概在一个小时多的时间经历和很多的事件，最后才成功的找到他的爸爸妈妈，当时的翔就一边看一边问到底他要什么时候才见到爸爸妈妈，没当Dory要进入另一个探险的时候，翔又会问之后不会有事情发生了吧，每当翔看到Dory增加多一个探险，他就更加的伤心，当时的我们还真的有点于心不忍的想要马上把画面fast forward到他们一家团聚的时刻，好让翔安心。 最后，我们当然没有fast forward，就一直在旁安慰他说Dory的爸爸妈妈也在另一边努力的找着他，他们也是很想和Dory在一起的，他们一定可以找到彼此的，梁还告诉他虽然他暂时无法和爸爸妈妈在一起，不过他沿途也交到了很多好朋友，他的朋友们也帮助着他。 和翔看完了这出Finding Dory，我们发现翔对于家庭的依附还蛮强的，他很在意可以一直和爸爸妈妈在一起，他认为一直可以和我们在一起才是幸福快乐的，当然我很开心他有这样的家庭观念。也因为这一次的共赏，我们发现翔还不太适合观看这么长的动画片，Dory的一连串的探险对他来说还算是蛮吃力的，也许大概30到40分钟的动画片比较适合他现在的成长阶段。 Finding Dory Wiki: htt...

Wednesday is movie day, SL and I decided to watch "Wreck it Ralph" since long ago and it's finally on screen. Well, I think I prefer to watch animation, rather than real person show now. "Wreck it Ralph" is a story about a bad man in game who named Ralph, he felt demotivated to be bad man in his game because other characters in his game doesn't accept him while he wishes to mix with them. Then, Ralph left his game for some adventures and the story started there. Well, I better don't share so much and leave surprise to you. Animation from Disney is always good movie for kid and this is the same, this brought some funs to me and I like twist at the end of story. There are some funny screens, one of them at Fix it Felix wanted escape from dungeon but when he used his hammer to hit the bar, the bar just became stronger because his power is fixing things, therefore he couldn't break the jail until Ralph went to save him. The thing that amazed me is ...

After lot of recomendation of friends and review, I finally asked SL went with me to watch this movie- "You Are the Apple Of My Eye"(那些年，我们一起追过的女孩), it is a Taiwanese movie, talking about puppy love of two people since high school to university, until they were grown. However, their relationship never started, it was just at the boundary of friend and lover, they know the other one love them but nobody wanted to request a start for their relationship, thereafter they ended just as good friend and the girl married to another guy. Well, I still prefer story of "Secret" (不能说的秘密) than "You Are the Apple Of My Eye", but "Apple" recalled a lot of my memory in high school. It was sad that they finally were not together, but how many of this kind relationship can last until you grown up? That was puppy love, you thought you love someone at that age, but it doesn't mean that love can last forever or you will together with her, because we were not ...

Last Friday, hubby and I went to Queensbay Mall watched movie "In Time", we chose to watch this because we see a lot people review in forum about this movie, it seem like a good movie. Well, I didn't watch any trailer or story highlight but I trust those reviewers. A good movie can't be judged badly if it is really nice. There wasn't much show time left and we chose 9:50pm show, the movie was show for a few weeks back but there were still a lot of audiences, the cinema is almost full. The movie is about time is life, people at that era have changed and they only can live until 25 years old, then their life will countdown for a year before they die. Then, they need to work and earn more time, time has became a currency, everything in life are exchange with your time, a cup of coffee, bus ticket and everything. If you are born from a family with lot of time, then you can live longer or even forever, but if you were born in a family without time, you might need...

I was watching movie Bridget Jones' Diaries with SL tonight, it's a movie that I first watched in 2005, when I was in the UK. Just like a fairy tale, the story is about how a girl met her perfect guy at her 30s, how she got hurt by her first love and then met the right person finally. This movie reminded me some memory in the UK, I was alone there for about two years, just like Bridget Jones was single for 30 years of her life (well I am better with 25 years record :P), a girl kept waiting for her true love, just like staying in her dream of fairy tale. While she got hurt, she still had her principle and finally she met her true love, Mark. It was just a dream for every girl. And, I felt that I am so fortune to meet SL finally. Thanks God.

After finished reading the book of "Twilight", my next wish was to watch the movie, it was really good timing that my hold Twilight DVD from the library was just available on yesterday, I just couldn't help to get it immediately and watched it last night. If I said Twilight the book was a little below my expectation, then Twilight the movie is even worse, boring and slow line, the actors wasn't played too well, still until the appearance of James brought some thrilling to the story. In the book, Twilight story took place in Forks and somewhere around Olympic Peninsula in Washington state, however I don't think it happened there in the movie, it is most likely taken somewhere in North West Pacific, just around the border of Oregon and Washington. While I was watching the movie, somehow I felt the scenes are so familiar to me, then I was kept asking SL "Is this Columbia River George area?", "ee... is this Multnomah Fall?" Yes, there are some plac...

"The Lake House", one of my favourite movie, that I remembered I watched it together with SL in 2006, the story touched my heart so much, which I would cry at the end of the movie. Tonight, this movie is shown on TV in US, that I couldn't help wanted to watch it, twice. Yes, it was showing twice at tonight and I watched it twice. Though the same story repeated, my eyes still welled up at the end of movie, of course twice. The Lake House is really a great love story to me, I love it so much, it is about a couple who lived seperated in two years timeframe, they kept contacted through a mailbox at Lake House, they communicated and fell in love. Though they lived in different timeframe, they still could loving so long to each other, sometime I would think this is similar with my seperation with SL last year, but we were much better than them. However, it is different tonight with 3 years plus ago, I watched it alone, without SL by my side, he was just busy on doing his things...

Due to a lot of good reviews about movie AVATAR and 3D version is especially recommended, then we finally decided to watch AVATAR 3D today, the ticket cost USD9 per person for 3D movie but I think the movie worth for the price because it is really nice. This is our third movie watched in US, Transformer 3 and 2012 were the last two, SL and I think AVATAR is the best among three and it was full house today which we didn't find this with last two movies. However, we kind of cannot accept US cinema free seating system because this would cause problem if all ticket sold for the same movie, this might need to split a group if they can't get to sit together. AVATAR is a movie about human is trying to invade Pandora (another planet) for getting valuable stones from there but they can't breath there, therefore they tried to create a method to inject people's soul into body of navi ( the creature from Pandora), then they could move easily on Pandora and explored it. Jack was one...

Saturday of 26 September, SL and I had our first two-people world weekend for his home trip, that we woke up early morning for his motor delivery backed to Johor, because we won't use the motor for next year. However, there were some unhappy incident happened during his motor delivery, like he filled up too much fuel and his brake jammed, then he needed to fix them before delivered it. Fortunately, everything went well finally, else I think SL would be angry for quite some time. Later, we had our breakfast for "dim sum" at Abu Siti Lane, this is what SL required to taste because he didn't take this type of Chinese for long time. Further on, we went for singing at Red Box, this is another activity that we missed out for quite some time. Thereafter, we watched a movie in Gurney Plaza, which is "Where Got Ghost?" from Neo Studio. Actually, I was with high expectation on Neo's movie, but this movie is just too bad to watch, it wasn't good at all, and eve...

During SL's home trip, we watched 5 movies in total within two weeks, because cinema rate in US is high, that SL didn't want to spend too much money on entertainment, we only watched "Transformer" together in US. "The Final Destination" is our first movie for SL's home trip, this is the fourth of Final Destination series, the story is more or less similar with the first three movie, which talking about a gang of people successfully escaped from a huge disaster, but their lucky don't last longer where they faced death just after the disaster one after one. Well, story of "The Final Destination" is not new to us already, and the movie's selling point is more on how those people died, but those scences were too bloody to me until I (personally) cut them automatically during that moment (by holding SL's and my hands just right in front of my eyes), then I got the detail from SL's description. For me, this is just a horror movie, tha...

Few weeks ago, I watched this movie with YY, "The Proposal", it is a comedy romance story, I kind of like it, which I could laugh from begining of the movie till the end, with some touching screen at the end of show. This movie is telling about a Canadian girl faced visa problem while she is working in US, then she forced her male assistant to marry her, so that she could got a permenant stay in US. Then, it happens that they had a short holidays in Sitka, Alaska with her assistant's family, the story started with two people without love to each other and ended up with love. Of course, there are a lot of funny things happened during their holidays and finally they found they both in love with each other. Actually, it is really good to watch this movie when you are alone, therefore I could feel happier then :) During watching the movie, I heard something funny conversation from my next seat, because they found that Sandra Bullock slept when the sky is still bright, they th...

Kevin gave me a toaster last week, before he left Penang, I had never used this kind of toaster before, therefore I decided to have toasted bread for my weekend breakfast. This is my first try with this kind of toaster, so I felt new with it, it is really useful and I like the toasted bread from this machine, but you shouldn't toast it for too long, else your bread will be overtoast, mine is just right :) Although chatting with SL on morning time, I still can't stop feeling lonely, I think this maybe we seperated for too long, this is really hard for a couple to spend three weeks alone without each other. Due to emotional (or hormon??) unbalance, I quarrelled with SL, this is really hard time for us. Fortunately, I booked a ticket for "Night at the Musuem", so that I could have some outing for my weekend, else I would be more upset for my weekend.I left home at 1:15pm to collect my movie ticket 45 minutes prior of the movie. After I collected my ticket, I did some pay...

Today is Kevin's last day in Penang and he will be backed to Costa Rica in morning at eight, as that is a gap for Phoebe's flight to Johor, therefore I could spend a few hours with her, two people experience seperation with her partners, I think we could understand each other more on this misery. Our gathering just for three hours, then Phoebe needed to catch her flight at 10:30am. I chatted with SL until 1:15pm before I needed to leave to GSC in Queensbay for my "Angels and Demons", this is a movie I longed to watch. After knowing SL, I never watched movie alone and this is my first time for so many years. At first, I was feeling strange when I walked alone into the cinema, then I felt better when I found the person sat near to me also watched alone. After finished the movie, I felt that is actually no different to watch alone or in group, it's still a movie. Actually, I had high expectation on "Angels and Demons" as I read the book and attracted by the...

Recently, I watched a movie, Bride War, it was about two best friends since childhood but holding their wedding on the same day due to a mistake arrangement from the hotel. Thereafter, this challenges their friendship because no one is willing to change the wedding date but wish the other to be their maid of honour. Well, I can't say this movie is the best movie ever or it is attractive enough for everyone, but I think I learn some lessons from the movie, it is friendship will be really important for us. Even though we can find the perfect guy for our life, friendship is still there and nothing can replace it. Actually, this movie is enlighted me somewhere, it untied a knot in my heart and tell me that I should cherish a true friendship, even sometime it might let us down. All in all, friendship and loveship are two different individual, and we can't lose both. Since my wedding, I was feeling a bit upset because a good friend absent from my wedding because of arranged her trave...

最近正追看着港剧《家好月圆》，满好看的一部戏。其中看到一段满感人的剧情，Jo饱的眼看不见了，还坚持走了大段路去为阿庆庆祝生日，当时他对阿庆说他的眼看不见了，心里还是想回去为阿庆庆祝生日，这才发现原来回家的路是这么难走。看Jo饱走了那段艰辛的路，心中感动，也感慨着为何自己没有这样的父亲。 家好月圆，家好月圆，有谁会不希望真的能够家好月圆？有情人又难道不想成眷属吗？只是又有谁能够预测多年以后会发生的事？其实，最近开始对婚姻感到了恐惧，害怕在踏入婚姻的殿堂之后，却要带着遗憾的心理离开。我也希望每一个家都是那么的美好，只是这世上是真的有破碎的家庭，童年的不愉快一遍又一遍的浮现脑海，对婚姻的恐惧原来是来自那阴影。 真的好害怕婚后的不幸福，一只告诉自己这是多虑，但却逃不出那阵恐惧。 已经尝试了好久，以致催眠着自己忘记小时的悲痛。其实，在父母离婚之后，在我从英国回来之后，我算是变开朗了不少，当时不想回首的记忆也开始淡去。然而，那天回家听见我婆婆再度提起我爸以前的恶习，我心中又在泛起了涟漪，害怕的心情一再反复无常。 心中的焦虑油然而生，在一个人的时候，会常常这样的问自己，我会不会也向我妈那样的不幸福？我好害怕，如果结局真的是那样的话，当初又为何要开始呢？原来，我害怕不幸福的开始了，我真的好怕，又是真的好想放声得哭出来。又有谁不渴望天长地久呢？只是天长地久有时尽，留下的恨却会是绵绵无绝期。 也就因为那份恐惧，让我对爱情感到缺乏安全感，过去的一个月里，我真的在找着无数个借口叫自己放弃即将来临的那一天，因为我真的好害怕将来的遗憾，我太害怕在感情上受伤啊。 回想过去的一个月里，我们吵了无数次的架，然而他却不曾有放弃的念头，可我却一直想着弃权，两个人都很累，但就是因为有一头一直在抓着不放，才会维持到今天。是他发现了我心中的不安吗？但是，他的那份傻劲，让我无处遁逃，开始相信或许他真的能够和我白头偕老。“持子之手，与子偕老”，多美妙的一句话，一直怀疑会否在我生命里出现，但是现在就暂且相信吧。 《家好月圆》里Jo饱和荷妈虽然离婚了，但是他们当初的记忆却一直存在彼此之间，让他们的距离拉近，后悔当时的冲动。他也常常告诉我，即使以后的感情变淡了，以前在一起的美好记忆还是会那么的深刻，这是任何的外遇都无法取代的。 或许，天长地久的秘诀并不在于如何害怕与预防，而是把握着快乐的...

终于，看完了《溏心风暴》，这真是一部超好看的故事。 剧情围绕着一家人，本来是和睦相处的，但是因为拥有六亿的身家，导致小妈和舅舅的贪念，演变成一场争产风波。庆幸的是，最好又好的结局，整部戏的流程，不失幽默。 看了几部港剧，其中有几部是关于争产的，开始要问了，香港是否真的有很多这样的事情发生呢，如果是真的，那么这不是有点可悲吗？ 为了财产，原本是和睦的一家人，最终却反目成仇，钱的魔力有时真会让人心酸。 记得时常看到一些有关钱的描述： Money can buy you house, but not home; Money can buy you books, but not knowledge; Money can buy you medicine, but not health; Money can buy you anything, but not its meaning. 是的，钱或许真得能够买到很多的东西，但是当它失去了真正的意义，那又怎样呢？人生也会因此而没有了价值。

Saturday Midnight, I woke up for a dream, but couldn’t continue to sleep then. My mind was wandering to pass, a friend from Japan appeared into my memory, she is kind and friendly, we met when we were in Birmingham, UK. Another friend from China came after her, this friend is friendly and clever, we met when we were in Nottingham, UK. Continously, a lot of friends are appeared into my mind and I started thinking: "Where did we meet? What were we doing then? How is s/he? (and lot of memories)" a friend after another. Suddenly, I felt that I miss all of my friends, either who are still in touch or out of touch, I was thinking how are they doing now? Are they fine? Are we still be the same character as when we met? And, I was asking myself? Do I change? Em… yes, I think I do. Basically, I was quiet, reserved girl. But now, I found that actually I can talk a lot (maybe not that lot, but at least not that quiet) with some friends (maybe still have some friends find I am still quie...

It’s amazing how you can speak right to my heart Without saying a word, you can light up the dark Try as I may I could never explain What I hear when you don’t say a thing The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There’s a truth in your eyes saying you’ll never leave me The touch of your hand says you’ll catch me whenever I fall You say it best.. when you say nothing at all All day long I can hear people talking out loud But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd Try as they may they can never define What’s been said between your heart and mine The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There’s a truth in your ey es saying you’ll never leave me The touch of your hand says you’ll catch me whenever I fall You say it best.. when you say nothing at all This song is "When You Say Nothing At All", a song from Notting Hill, which I love a lot with the story line. This is a love story, which I watched in the UK, and touched my heart so much. Recently, I ...