Dawn Rising Sun

The darkest night always proceed to dawn… Yes, it is really true, friends, please be optimism, no matter how worst the thing goes, it will be going better again finally. Last month, I was in despair, too a lot uncertainties came to me and worried me, I was totally lost, just like standing at T junction, can neither turn left nor turn right, standing there and staring at the passangers are going to their destinations. At first, I was really impatient, I didn’t like just standing there and was really despair. Days after days, I learn to be more patient, think optimism and reading, I told myself the darkest night always proceed to dawn, hope for despair. Then, I think the situation is becoming better and better now, and I can see the dawn breaks soon, the brightest light is shining again soon.

今天，忽然想起了两个大学时和我一起 industrial training 的朋友，他们是大众传媒系的，很亲切，还教会了我很多事呢。 想到有一次周末，他们到我家去住。哈哈，很难得有朋友要与我共度周末吧，当时的我是个少不经事，与世隔绝的那种人（哈哈，有点的夸张），很难得能够有两个只能相处三个月的朋友愿意更我亲近（回头想想，上帝多我不薄，在每一个阶段都会为我安排几个朋友相伴，即使我的交友性格是被动的那一种，我的身边还是一直会有朋友的出现）。 现在想起当年的事，发现我其实并没有好好的招待这两位朋友咧，让她们在 Taman U 度过了无聊透顶的周末，真是感到万分的对不起，我想如果他们能够再做一次选择的话，他们恐怕不会想去我家了。 那时候，除了三餐之外，外加 UTM 游车河，我再也记不起来还有什么特别节目了，其余时间就是在我家看书。哦，真是没趣，对吧？ 现在想起来，以后应该加油改进了，对不起哦。

Life is full of choices, life is full with challanges, life is full with uncertainties, life… Oh, right, this is life. C’est la vie... Currently, I changed my job by transferring to another department, that was a lot of struggling before I made my final decision, some friends gave a thumb up, some friends asked me to think carefully. Yes, I agree, it is hard to make a move, people don’t like change, but like to be stable. I am not sure if you read "Who moved my cheese?", sometimes we are just like the rat, doesn’t agree with any changes in our life, so do I. Turn left? Turn Right? Why don’t I just go straight? Then I only need to continue with current situation, no need to worry any changes made. Well, it is happy to be here, I can meet a lot of friends here, but what do I like to do? I kept asking myself. I was here about one and half year, not that senior, but at least I am familiar with people and work nature here, do I really want just give up everything over here and sta...

By now, I really cannot deny influence of TV shows or , movie to people’s feeling and emotion. Recently, my friends are watching a drama series, "Greed of Heart", that is a song named "Vincent", I think should be main theme between Chang Zai Xin and Cheng Liang. Well, it is true this song is really nice, but how many people acknowledge this song before this drama series? "Starry starry night…", even myself, I don’t know who is the origin singer neither, but I heard this from Chyi’s album. This song made me remember a friend of mine from the UK, who I shared him song from Chyi’s album, and he told me "Vincent", the name of song is taken the name of a artist, which is Vincent Van Gogh. And the lyric is described a masterpiece of Van Gogh, which is "Starry Night". After finishing "Greed of Heart", somehow I would feel sad when listening to this song, because of seeing ending between Chang Zai Xin and Cheng Liang. The morale of st...

I am watching a Hong Kong series drama, "Heart of Greed", its story is quite attractive. Let’s talk about a couple inside drama, Liang and Xin, somehow I should say, I felt quite tired to see this kind of relationship, together, breakup, then together, then breakup, together again, breakup again, together and breakup just like a cycle. However, if we think in depth, actually this kind of thing is happening around us always. When we misunderstand with each other, then we fight and stay alone, after calm down, then good together again. Until one day, if everyone is tired and cannot continue, then story ends. How to say? A relationship is just like travelling into a picture, somehow I interpret this. Before we involve into a relationship, we are only looking on a picture, we only can tell if it is beautiful or not that attractive, we cannot experience anything besides this. After we are travelling into the picture, we only can experience what is really inside that picture, wheth...

终于，看完了《溏心风暴》，这真是一部超好看的故事。 剧情围绕着一家人，本来是和睦相处的，但是因为拥有六亿的身家，导致小妈和舅舅的贪念，演变成一场争产风波。庆幸的是，最好又好的结局，整部戏的流程，不失幽默。 看了几部港剧，其中有几部是关于争产的，开始要问了，香港是否真的有很多这样的事情发生呢，如果是真的，那么这不是有点可悲吗？ 为了财产，原本是和睦的一家人，最终却反目成仇，钱的魔力有时真会让人心酸。 记得时常看到一些有关钱的描述： Money can buy you house, but not home; Money can buy you books, but not knowledge; Money can buy you medicine, but not health; Money can buy you anything, but not its meaning. 是的，钱或许真得能够买到很多的东西，但是当它失去了真正的意义，那又怎样呢？人生也会因此而没有了价值。

Well, I never know that I would start my blog, talking about my one and half year life in the UK, then why do I start to be storyteller now? Recently, that is a colleague from my department resign from his post, and he is going to continue master degree in the UK, then he asked me to share my experience in the UK. Oh no, I am not really a good speaker, I even didn’t know how to start my story. Then, I think maybe I can write some of my experiences in my blog, I am better in writing compare to talking. Hope all of you can enjoy it, haha maybe nobody is too interested on my boring life in the UK. Honestly, it is really boring life (you can find a lot of agreements from my friends, who I met in the UK). 22nf of April 2004, my first day in the UK, my plan landed in Heathrow Airport in London, a strange place. Before this, my only airplan experience is within Malaysia, Johor-Penang, I had never taken such a long haust journey to another country. However, I didn’t feel any tiredness (or jetl...