Dawn Rising Sun

Backed to 3.5 months ago, SL told me that his relacation plan would be extended until end of 2010, then I was sure that I needed to take my personal leave of absence for a year, that was the best solution on our seperation becase I was too tired on kept argueing about my leave application with my manager, still they didn't allow me to support from Oregon. Why should we be fighting so hard for this? However, I was afraid with this change because that mean I would be doing nothing for a year, that I would be bored during my stay. Then, I started thinking some solutions for my situation, I am most interested on searching for research assistantship in an university, and I did try to apply for it but they only recruit their university students for the post, this really made me in dissapointment. Later, I got a chance to work on SL's project, this allowed me to work in Oregon with SL as well, this is really an encouraging opportunity to me, because I don't like to be doing nothin...

Finally, SL and I reunited again on 27 Nov 2009, this is a reunion after 2 months long wait, and we promised never have such kind of long seperation in our future, because this is really an unbearable experience. Once ago, I thought we really could make it because we seperated in three years ago for three months. However, it was actually different, because we were just at starting point of our relationship that time and we weren't that used to have each other by our side. And, we are married now and we have been together for three years plus, that we have been too comforted to be together, until we couldn't stand for any seperation. SL is right, he said that people could difficult get used for seperation after they have been accompanied for long. After the seperation, we stopped counting down for our reunion date, because we were so scared, it seems to us that the more we counting, the more difficult for us to reunite, because so many hindrances were around us to stop us from m...

I didn't really have much good sleep for a lot of night in pass few weeks, because there is too many things that I need to plan, too many things that I am worrying, therefore I sometime even kept alert during sleep. The day before today, I was really in tiredness, but more on mentally tiredness and leaded to physically tiredness. SL and I have been seperated for quite a long time, therefore we tried really hard to reunite as soon as possible. As an employee, I hoped that I could start involve into my new team as soon as possible, but I am also just a wife to SL, that I also hoped that we can meet in shortest time. No matter for which reason, I really hope that I could shift as soon as possible. Finally, I have went through so many gates and today can be considered as the last gate (perhaps second last??), therefore I somehow find myself to be released from a burden, it took me too much time to put it down, but it is finally landed that I just felt relaxed and took a good sleep duri...

This is really a busy day to me because I had been doing a lot of things from morning until evening. I woke up at seven, this is an odd scenario for a weekend, but I needed to do my shipment at Fedex, it is only opened for half day during Saturday. Actually, I don't really like to use working days on doing this because I didn't know how long would it take. After I got to Fedex building, I started packing my stuffs and filling up forms for my shipment, it took me about 2 hours until I was finally done. Then, I met up with YY and SC at my home as we would go to find Lena, she was our coursemate in UTM, who is coming to Penang this weekend for Penang Bridge International Marathon. While I was talking with YY and SC in my room, I was still busy on packing as I am going to move out soon. Also, I could pass some unfinished foods to YY, so that I don't need to throw them away. At the same time, I also called to an electrician to unload my air-conditioner in my room, that we made a...

To many people, SL is a quiet person, that he seldom talk too much, this is what I think. However, he actually is so cute that he likes to share a lot of things with me, sometime you won't believe he is SL :P Somehow, I think a man does change before and after he got married, SL is a quite obvious example to me. Before he is married, I think he just didn't care any unhappy things which happened to him, that as long as it doesn't hurt him too much, then he would be just forget it after sometime. However, he just becomes too caring on anything related to me, that he can't never get rid with them even though I told him that I could manage it myself. For example, I told him that I would drive to Kuala Lumpur next week, then he can be worried forever if I really can get there safely, then kept argueing with me. The another changes of SL is he actually was shy to let other know about our story before we got married because he thought it actually is privacy between two of us, ...

Perhaps, it is because SL and I didn't chat during weekday's night time for about 2 weeks, then we just chatted on this morning and we talked about a lot of things, he also reminded me what I need to buy for my next trip. Actually, I am kind of busy for the day. After some shopping during afternoon, I backed to home about 6:30pm and continue with my packing, this is actually a tired task but I am happy that I still manage to do it. Suddenly, I felt that I am quite independent :P because I can arrange everything here alone and travel alone to find SL. Then, I was just wondering that if I really manage to arrange everything by myself, why do I still need a husband? :P Well, I think life between two people is still different, they get together because of love, though they don't really need each other for daily activities, they still need each other for spiritual support. There I totally agreed as SL really support me a lot at mentally aspect, especially while I was in pressure...

I backed to home early this evening because I planned to packed my things, actually I have done some packing during Sunday, that I got a full box of stuff for my shipment. For today packing, I packed all my unused clothes (SL's and mine) into a huge luggage, that I thought it would be enough for all my clothes, however I was wrong, as I still found a lot of clothes left after I got my luggage full :S Now, I start worrying if I really got enough time to pack all my stuff before I leave to find SL, because I not only need to pack what I need to get to US, but also the whole of my bedroom, because our house is going to dismiss soon, that I need to get all our stuff properly packed, so that it would be convenient to move. Time is ticking fast until I didn't realise, that I would meet with SL soon within 20 days from now if everything is going smooth, this also mean that I don't really have much time left for me to prepare myself. Anyways, I hope that everything will be fine fin...