Dawn Rising Sun

When I was sleeping last night, I felt something past across my body and I just wiped it away from me. Then, I hoped that I could continue to sleep in a moment, but I just couldn't make it. Finally, I decided to root cause who is my weird passanger. After I turend on my light, I just found that was a cockroach beside my bed. Oh no!!! I hoped that I just didn't know this, it was a a BIG cockroach with a LONG antennae, what should I do? How can I get it away? I was panic. Kill it? No, I stopped killing since my secondary school (but I am still a carnivore, haha I am conflict here :P), even though there is an annoying mosquito, I would try not to kill it, unless it is too annoying that I couldn't stop to give it a clap (haha... conflict again :P). How? How? What should I do? I was panic and looking for a weapon to chase it away from my room. And finally I found a leaflet on my desk, then I just grabbed it without a second thought and batted it through my bedroom's door. Wa...

Actually, I am feeling quite sad today because it's nearly end of October and the daylight saving will come to the end by this Sunday, which is 1st of November, that means gap between SL and I would be larger. Before this, SL and I would chat through messanger every night for 1.5 hours, that we could see each other every night, and he starts teaching me some knowledges on job related recently. However, this won't be happened after daylight saving ends, because I would need to stay later or he would need to wake up earlier, therefore we decided to cancel our weekdays chatting and we will chat weekly, this makes me suddenly felt sad, I hate daylight saving ends so fast. Thereafter, our daily meeting would become weekly meeting, then from seven days down to two days a week, I am just suddenly felt unhappy of this. Anyways, I think this buy me sometime on self study, maybe I could sleep earlier than before to keep my condition good. Due to some sad emotion, I just thought out a poe...

27th of September was our first year wedding anniversary, that we held our wedding anniversry at the same day on 2008. Since SL still in US, we had started talking about our celebration of the day, that where do we want to have our dinner and how do we spend our day together. On the morning, SL and I went for breakfast and went toward to Botanical Garden for a walk there, because we hope to spend our time on doing some normal activity that we did before seperation, so that we could feel more appreciated on our relationship even though we would be seperated again. While we were walking in the Botanical Garden, we talked a lot and shared a lot, that I just felt we backed to the time before seperation. This seperation is different with our last seperation, that I don't really feel difdicult to catch up with him as last time, I think marriage bond two people together even though they need to be seperated, their relationship would still be there. Morning session at Botanical Garden Memo...

This afternoon, I had tea break with some good friends in company cafe, there I knew about a lady in my company, who had similar experience as me, that her husband was relocating to another country for a year in past. Then, the lady decided to take long leave and followed his husband there, she is a brave lady because she was willing to give up her career for her loved one, actually I felt respect to her. When I was in decision making situation, I was hesitated to choose give up any of them, therefore I chose to stay in Malaysia when SL was going for relocation at half year ago because I think eight months wasn't too long for us and we should be able to go through those tough period. However, I would choose to follow him if seperation is longer than a year, as I know that is our limit. When situation comes to selection, I think girl always is the one who sacrified herself for her family, actually I don't like this because this is really unfair to girl, why can't girls keep ...

Saturday of 26 September, SL and I had our first two-people world weekend for his home trip, that we woke up early morning for his motor delivery backed to Johor, because we won't use the motor for next year. However, there were some unhappy incident happened during his motor delivery, like he filled up too much fuel and his brake jammed, then he needed to fix them before delivered it. Fortunately, everything went well finally, else I think SL would be angry for quite some time. Later, we had our breakfast for "dim sum" at Abu Siti Lane, this is what SL required to taste because he didn't take this type of Chinese for long time. Further on, we went for singing at Red Box, this is another activity that we missed out for quite some time. Thereafter, we watched a movie in Gurney Plaza, which is "Where Got Ghost?" from Neo Studio. Actually, I was with high expectation on Neo's movie, but this movie is just too bad to watch, it wasn't good at all, and eve...

This morning, I was attending a class from company, it is something about how do we face changing situation in our live and work, the class was so interesting that we could get involved in some activities that helped us to learn team work, decision making, communication and so on for our daily life. That is a thing really correct from the instructor, that e-mail actually is the most useless and dangerous tool for communication, which face to face is the best channel. Also, the instructor mentioned that many people are afraid of change and uncertainty, therefore management is playing an important role to avoid miscommunication from up to down. During the game, I got to learn something that team work, communication, good leadership and strategy planning are really important, that only can build a good team among us. At the end of class, the instructor told us about resilience, that mean be able to quickly return to a previous good condition, that he shared us a vidoe on how a person lost...

Friday of 25 September, YH had a lunch gathering at his new house at the Spring, this is an IJM project at Jelutong Highway, which every unit of the block is abled to see the see view of different directions. While I walked into YH's house, I was attracted by his wall painting, that was painted by YH and his wife, they were having some special pattern on their wall, this made the house looks different and more beautiful. From their painting, I found that is a good idea to paint one of the wall with different colour (either lighter colour or darker colour), and the other three with the other colour from same series, this would make the house looks nice. Yes, it is really nice. Apart from its high maintainance fee, I personally think it is quite a beautiful place, an IJM project would promise its quality. Besides house warming, we also celebrated birthday of three friends together with candle blowing, it really was a pleasure gathering.